The Power of Now with You (Illusion of Love)

You make me want to be on this plane of existence

of which my consciousness usually holds up resistance.

This level of being's duality

makes our sex a reality.

Lets lose out selves together

and be one in the forever.

Beyond the five senses

lets tear down the fences.

The boundaries keep us fixed

in the illusion that is the matrix.

Lets go beyond into the unknown

through each other, our selves re-shown.

No thoughts, no sounds, no words, no fear

through nothingness will knowing re-appear.

Love knows no limits

Why does this body hold me down

when my soul is magnetised to you?

The force of gravity keeps me on the ground,

but my heart travels faster than the speed of sound.

If infinite love and potential flow through my veins,

why do I let mere Earthly obligations hold me back?

No barrier or prison can make this love contained,

or this heart be gagged and maimed.

This feeling cannot be bought at any cost,

I will let it be expressed to you soon.

Though never met, was never lost.

we are all One in this great cosmos.

Will it be a happy ending?

I cannot say until the moment comes.

Upon this matrix I cannot be depending,

the only truth is the one my heart is sending.

Infinite love is the only truth, all else is but illusion,

though this mortal coil confuses with emotion and mind.

Let's free ourselves from societal delusion,

and live in every new now as it's own conclusion.

Cactus has the answer to everything. well you do, the cactus just helps you to access your inner knowing

beanamo and the i ching

the heavens send their blessing

in the shape of a man

the synchronicity is profound

in that which is mundane all around.

the sacred path unfolds

with passion and intention.

trusting intuition has so far lead to here

the future beckons to let go of fear.

all the the signs of the past unite

in a jigsaw puzzle of time.

all that has been done was for this moment

it's all coming together in this living sacrement.

the future is decided

though the story is yet to be told.

the mere mortal has the illusion of free will

but it is the major plan that we must fulfill.

Bill and a bong(well kinda)

The passion of every moment,

draws the soul into being

By paying attention to what the heart sees,

the road becomes one of ease

This individual choice of perspective,

enables destiny to proceed

Disregarding “should do’s”

Preferring only the “want to’s”

Only you know what your soul needs,

choose your own rules

There is not only one path to enlightenment,

decide on each or your rules in each ‘present’

This paradoxical illusion

is a spiral of duality

Love and fear intermingling

to which way will your heart be singing?

Poetry of a longing heart

The lovers share their moment of clarity

but the moment is not well received.

The onlooker is a jealous mute

she feels as though she's been thieved.

The storm clouds gather up ahead,

the flood waters they will bring.

Tears of sorrow will seem to bring the end.

Though through cleansing pain, the heart will again sing.

The Goddess of Destruction will strike again

with her fires which burn off decay.

New life and new love is set forth

in a cycle of change for a fresh day.

The seasons of the isolation

in a constant state of renewal.

Sparks of inspiration and energy

abound with love as her fuel.

And so the current moment is best appreciated

for it will not remain for long.

The gifts of the darkness long to be seen

in it' own quiet song.

The god of love and creation works seemingly in mysterious ways,

yet within the eye of the storm our consciousness is focused and energy invested.

With this transformative intention energy becomes matter...

and love manifested.

Dreams

The night before last when I was camping at Crab Creek with Kay, I had a dream that I was swimming in the ocean and before I knew it a tidal wave came upon me, although it was moving away from the land and out to sea. The wave was massive and there was no point in me trying to fight it, so I decided to just relax and go with it. I could feel myself breathing somehow despite being under the water as it washed me out to see. Once I was out to see I realised there were trees out there that I could catch onto. The trees were decorated as if people had often washed out to sea and recovered in these trees as a kind of sport. Kind of like at sports and swimming carnivals the stands are decorated by coloured streamers. I realised then that there were thin chains that lead back to the shore, in a diagonal motion. I was able to follow these chains back to shore despite the chains not actually being tied to anything and the chains being quite thin. Once I was back to shore I spoke to someone who asked about the trees. I told the person how the trees have been decorated by people who must wash out to see for sport.

I believe that this dream symbolises the development of my intuition. I believe the water represents the flow of my intuition and that I need to trust in this massive force and relax. Pushing through this fear is necessary to reap the rewards of the universe. Other people have gone before me and have discovered the joy that can come in overcoming fear. Once I am able to release into my intuition, relax and push through my fears I will be able to discover the hidden joys of life and return to share this experience with others and support them in their own journey.

Last night I dreamed I was wearing my Pelican Kowi School shirt. I can't remember anymore, I've left it too late and other things have got in the way of my intuitive dream.

The Proclaimers, Bob Marley and the Law of Attraction

The Proclaimers - "I'm on my way"

I'm on my way from misery to happiness today
I'm on my way from misery to happiness today
I'm on my way to what I want from this world
And years from now you'll make it to the next world
And everything that you receive up yonder
Is what you gave to me the day I wandered

I took a right, I took a right turning yesterday
I took a right, I took a right turning yesterday
I took the road that brought me to your home town
I took the bus to streets that I could walk down
I walked the streets to find the one I'd looked for
I climbed the stair that led me to your front door

And now that I don't want for anthing
I'd have Al Jolson sing "I'm sitting on top of the world"

I'll do my best, I'll do my best to do the best I can
I'll do my best, I'll do my best to do the best I can
To keep my feet from jumping from the ground dear
To keep my heart from jumping through my mouth dear
To keep the past, the past and not the present
To try and learn when you teach me a lesson

And now that I don't want for anything
I'd have Al Jolson sing "I'm sitting on top of the world".

Positive Vibration lyrics Live if you want to live

Rastaman vibration yeah! Positive

I and I vibration yeah! Positive
I a man iration yeah! Irie ites
Positive vibration yeah! Positive

If you get down and quarrel everyday
You're saying prayers to the devil, I say
Why not help one another on the way
Make it much easier

Say you just can't live that negative way
You know what I mean
Make way for the positive day

Want More lyrics

Now you get what you want,

Do you want more (want more)
Now you get what you want,
Do you want more (want more)

You think it's the end,
But it's just the beginning.
You think it's the end,
But it's just the beginning.
Go down back-biter, down back-bite; down back-biter, down back-bite!
Down back-biter, down back-biter; down back-biter, down back-bite!

They stab you in the back

Restlessness descends upon the freespirit bound by the shackles of committment

The vines of restlessness descend
on this place, this dead end
there is more out there over the oceans
keel over here and there to meet some friends
get lost in deep conversation

this girl should be free
in the lands of ecstasy
much frollicking to do
and experimenting too
release these shackles of obligation

the people of whom i connect
are my siblings, my sect
our hearts must again join
in a linkage of groin
orgies may happen if desired

but really this girl needs to feel alive
every second to feel that drive
that keeps joy in the heart
like was intended from the start
wish from this job I could get fired

have to push through this challenge
it is a pilgrimage to stonehenge
each step is part of my journey
let go and let god be
let the oversoul enjoy this moment

the goddess of 'destruction' shall be invited
to bring chaos and then with joy let me be reunited
trust in the path, do what feels right
as painful as it is, the rewards are in sight
with optimystic visionary everything will be made clear.



Kali, mistress of Time and Change
may you create upheaval in my life
to resurrect the joy and peace that I have so been longing for
May you clear out my shadow and purify me for the path of love and enlightenment that lays ahead.

Says the Mahanirvana Tantra: "Just as all colors disappear in black, so all names and forms disappear in her".

Her girdle of severed human hands signifies work and liberation from the cycle of karma. Her white teeth show her inner purity, and her red lolling tongue indicates her omnivorous nature — "her indiscriminate enjoyment of all the world's 'flavors'." Her sword is the destroyer of false consciousness and the eight bonds that bind us.

Her three eyes represent past, present, and future, — the three modes of time — an attribute that lies in the very name Kali ('Kala' in Sanskrit means time). The eminent translator of Tantrik texts, Sir John Woodroffe in Garland of Letters, writes, "Kali is so called because She devours Kala (Time) and then resumes Her own dark formlessness."

http://www.labyrinth.net.au/~jkoch/portalto.html

"Releasing Aboriginal spirits with the combined power of the Spiritual Hierarchy and the Rainbow Serpent"

I'm meant to be here. There is spiritual work to be done here through my presence.

Parabola - Tool (Alex Grey)

the freed spirit of prose breaks through the boundaries of rhyme and structure

i cannot breathe regularly

what is causing this disparity?

this heart has no air

and i have no care

surely somehow there is clarity

must trust in these vibrations

must feel this flow out

why is it hard to let go?

what do i need to know?

or rather remember about?

the answer will come when you release

the universe gives what you desire

why hold all this tension

with this(me)and that (god)'s extension

the picture above is higher.

this plan is preconceived

and these roots in place

it will grow towards the sun

let it break free and run

this dream is a race

whoever gets to the top wins

the prize is to help another

to climb up their ladder,

make them gladder

this is the only true mother

toward the higher realms we must fly

to a place beyond the sky

this poem has lost it's boundaries

this being has uplifted

beyond mere structure

which confines yet is a stepping stone

to the freedom which comes with release

into the ubiquitous dimensions of peace

this experience is incredible

let go and enjoy

with this appreciation will sprout

the seeds of well being

to mature and blossom

into the flowers of eden

perhaps even produce a fruit

a fruit is a life within a life

so is a flower

do we consider the life span of the tree, the fruit or the flower?

surely all are important

or is the larger life more important?

the culmination of these things

the tree is a treat

and so is this life

this life full of drama

is it's own creation

a life within a life of a larger picture

let go and let flow that which is so

you are amazing you are a blessing

let go and stop all the stressing

this poem seems to be prose

yet some rhyme it still throws

as nothing matters

and there is no right way

do what is right

what makes you take flight

just do it just do it just do it

stop thinking stop worrying

just go with what's flowing

you create your drama

you create dis-ease

why can't you just release?

it is the best way

to manifest what you pray

you are getting what you always asked for

although it may not be the dream you were expecting

you will make it, you will get there

in fact you are here already

just love where you are

because it is meant to be

be grateful of the gift of humanity

i'm grateful with this communication

with my higher self or beyond

i wish that it could be in control all the time

http://cas.umkc.edu/casww/brethexr.htm

deep breathing is the key

to success is this incarnation

open the heart

like it was before the part (with love)

all problems since then have been caused

by this increasing distemper

I've opened up to my own truth

it is not for you it is for me

we each have our own

if you are reading this then please understand that this is my journey and it is right for me.

judging my path will only hinder your own.

This path has been unravelling since the beginning of time

this strand is my own on this branch divine

all of the past has been settin gme up for now

and now, the future

i am in control of my destiny

no need to worry

it only keeps you from the your heart's true desires

follow what you want and you will be at peace

this is how to help another

by achieving inner peace, we can create outer peace

human by human, species to species.

lets's learn from the plants

and honour the creatures

thier truth do they follow

they know no other

this higher dimension of consciousness evolved in man

creates difficulties in following the plan

this 4th dimensional drama is a gate

to the 5th dimension of spirit that will wait

for the fear of physicality to be let go

so the truth of the spirit can flow

http://books.google.com

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vRUC&pg=PA322&lpg=PA322&dq=deep+

breath+rib+cage+diaphragm&source=bl&ots=5CL4-k2xXO&sig=BIDPMw96KmPj0s9sD21iwx4CN8o&hl=en&ei=H0J0SuvFCIHssQO_mNXHCA&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=3#v=onepage&q=deep%20breath%20rib%20cage%20diaphragm&f=false

http://www.yogajournal.com/practice/1198

http://chestofbooks.com/food/household/Woman-Encyclopaedia-2/Physical-Culture-For-Women.html

http://www.ehow.com/about_5055225_deep-diaphragmatic-breathing-exercises.html

Consciousness and expansion of the observed atom/ego/god/universe

the spheres of consciousness beckon forward

the path is drawn toward

the direction clears as trust is placed in infinity

there is no limit in capacity

this atom is a bomb waiting to detonate

with each destruction opens forth the gate

only think of now to avoid missing the target

as with optimism destiny is met

the only way is forward we must remember

christmas is celebrated after november

this moment is the only one to know

within these collections of atoms we grow

through this expansion of personal universes

cosmic consciousness traverses

7. THE ATOM

May we not allow external disruptions to destroy us or our own outer fears to implode us.

May we exist in harmony with the reality of who we are in this moment.

May the destruction of our misguided choice direct us back in line with the path to Divinity.

The light she shines on his dark day is hurtful

Into the night the lover weeps

She does not know her path

The man she loves waits from afar

She can't help but laugh

The silence around her is apparent

as she lies upon the grass

Her mind wonders what could be

if only she'd let herself in his grasp.

Why does she run from the one she wants?

Why can't she be humble?

The world is so wide and amazing,

it makes her tumble and tumble.

Surely this romance is not bliss

How could it be with such pain?

She inflicts pain upon herself and him.

Towards herself she feels disdain.

The one is there, but not wanted yet

This causes much affliction.

Torn between two opposing desires

Not wanting to make a decision.

The sun shines when the day is dark

It seems to be the way life goes.

A loving heart joins their two bodies

From this shame and sadness flows.

How will this poem end?
How will their heart mend?

The light is at it's brightest in the deepest darkness

Alex Grey & Moqui Balls

"Theologue" by American artist Alex Grey

What an inspiring human being.

Moqui balls, healing stones used by native American shamans
What incredibly powerful spheres of matter

My cloud (January 2007)

clouds race overhead
as i think of you in my bed.
they pass me by
without waving goodbye.

but you are the humidity
my sustainability.
ever-present
my fall and ascent.

you are the O
in the air that I blow.
without you I'd only be 'see'
materiality.

so clouds, farewell
in my breath do you dwell.
however i pray that one morn
that shape will reform.

reopen my heart
as you did in the start.
free me of fear
truth reappear.

though for that cloud i am not ready
all pure and steady.
it is my peak
completely unique.

it is my end
on my life depends.
with it nothing matters
so i must first climb this ladder.

made only for me
only i can see.
you are my whole
the drive of my soul.

my everything
my nothing